I am in a surprising mood. I mean, it's a good mood - but mainly just surprised. I think I am surprised I feel so good. Does that make any sense? I totally had a shitty conversation with one of my good friends last night about how I am a loser for not moving to the city and having a better job blah blah blah - but it's all behind me. I mean, I feel completely happy and warm and ...fuzzy! Like a bear.